Saturday, January 29, 2005

RANDOMNESS OF THINGS

Am currently printing articles and journals for Bos (you should see the f**king pile!!! it's threatening to be an avalanche burying me alive in the lab). Printer making d**n noise and being f**king slow. Phone ringing ever so f**king often.

Opps...

I know I'm supposed to be thankful that today's Saturday and being half-day work as well but I can't help it. Yeah, there's a lot to be done and I simply don't want to leave it lying until Monday cos Monday comes with another pile. *sigh* and yet I have to go for one night trip in Singai for church youth group retreat...Penat la Woi!

Next Monday, meeting with my two Bosses: Bos Besar and Bos Kecik. Hopefully I still have energy left to last the meeting.

Am currently thinking: Could it be possible to have 3 days on the weekend. Then I can rest la.

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Yesterday I almost passed out in my office.
Suddenly everything seems to be spinning out of control and I could not walk straight. I was walking like a seasick/drunken sailor to the clinic, clinging with all my life's worth to the tiangs and walls for support.
Gila!
Doc's diagnosis: Possibly not enough rest, makan, etc. Blood pressure normal. Went back early to rest.
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Last night got exam... ok ler, can do. Just don't know how much I scored ler.
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On another note, yesterday I just discovered that (yet another!) one of my close guy friends actually had a crush on me for more than a year.
Yikes?! So bl**dy freaky thought.
Who would've imagined? And yours truly, the self-confessed-very-cepat-tangkap-person-but-blur-when-it-comes-to-me failed to realize this.
Only when my friend called me up yesterday that she blurted it out when I commented about the said particular friend was behaving rather strangely when I mentioned through the phone about me and my-existent-again lovelife.
Aiyoh...How can so like that?
And another friend also mentioned that she also perasan long long time ago.
"you tak tau ke? Alah, so obvious la, the way he talks to you, treats you, looks at you. Things he'd do for you."
"Cannot be lah... I treat him like brother la. How can macam tu?"
"Hello, some guys are like that la. They say just friends tapi dalam hati you tak tau"
Aiyoh.
*knocks head on the wall*
Read this. I may not fully agree but there's some relevance to my scenario. *sigh*
Men. Urgh!
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You,
I miss you
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Disclaimer: This posting is just another by product of my mental processes and its effect towards your mind's digestive system has never been clinically tested.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

SSB - SAYA SAYANG BOS

Eh, before any of you jump into somewhateveryourpervertedmind concludes... This is not about mengipas buntut bos...ahem...it's my way of showing my appreciation to my bos...

Now I count myself lucky (very the lucky) to have this Bos as my Bos. :-) Now, now, before any of you starts cussing bout how lucky I am, considering how your 'cikgu' 'manjakan' you..heheh... Carneyz iboh manas ekk...

This morning, as usual, off to Boss' room for daily briefing n update.

Usual Q & A session to check the progress of work. Everything ok when Boss asked me...

"Enough work ar?"

"okay la, I think enough"

"Ok la like that"

"Why?"

"If not enough give you some more la... U say enough then I give you later lo"

Hehehehehheheheheheheheheheheheh....

Eat your hearts out people! Hahahahah

(at the moment while updating this blog am having my lunch...in front of my workstation... tsk...pathetic)

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Type A???

You Have A Type A+ Personality
A+

You're driven to succeed every single second of the dayAnd you don't let up on your goals, no matter how tired you areYou've already acheived a lot in your life... but it's not enough for you
Always on the go, you tend to get things done quickly and effectivelyYou have the personality to be a successful enterpreneurJust remember to play a little too, even if play is the most difficult thing for you!


Monday, January 24, 2005

Phew....

great thing that my boss allowed me to do the tasks in the lab rather than having my own desk in the office. In the lab it's far more peaceful and safe. Yup, at least when my eyes gets blurry from reading all the journals, I can always surf anywhere I want to. Not to mention updating this blog ler...

If in the office, there's always the possibility of the big bigger boss suddenly orb into my side... like that, die lah.... Mampus!!!

Not to mention the many more smaller bosses that can buzz in and out of my cubicle... Argh!!!

"Hmm.. Hello.... Eh... What are you doing? Eh?!"

*Earth! Swallow me Earth!!* sure panic wooo....

That's why I smiled when a friend asked me why I didn't want my own cubicle... I just answered.... "Easier mar..." :-)

SPSS data entry done... Now to get all that online journals :-)

1ST DAY BLUES

1st day of my job as Research Assistant. Woke up early. Showered, had breakfast, leave for work.

$h!T... It was drizzling. What a great way to start my 1st day at work.

8.30 am, went to see boss for briefing. Boss handed me a HUGE file...

enter these into SPSS...*points to a heap of questionnaires*

Read this...this...and...this...*points to articles and journals*

find this...this...and this...*refers to articles and journals*

print this...this...and this...*yup, articles and journals*

See me again every morning for progress check...

Me... I like it...finally something to do and real work to be done...

But then again, I might just hate this tomorrow...

Thursday, January 20, 2005

ROTTEN INSIDE

You know there are people who you've known and just love 'em to death... and there are people that you vow never to let walk away in one piece should they ever show their face in front of you...

Well, there's one I have in mind right now...

Reading Carneyz post reminds me of this particular species of people that I love to think as the missing link between primates and mankind. Yup, looks like human but are ape-brained inside.

As I've posted before, I've moved to another place. And this is about the problem I've experienced with my ex-housemate. Let's call her BIATCH.

Now that SHE decided to air the dirty laundry of stretched and modified truths, (bring it on biatch!) don't expect me to be nicey-nice... That airhead-getik-manja-selfish-bisexual-biatch... Ahh... That feels better.

The main reason I've moved is due to her... How can anyone stand living with someone who can switch moods from happy sugar rush to a tidal wave of anger and moodiness? If it's the occasional time of the month, still ok lah, but we're talking everyday... Ma Hai!! PMS whole year round ke? It's making the whole house tense.

And so I've told the homies bout my intention to move sometime in November. It was two months away for goodness sake so that they can be prepared. Thought that was settled.

Found new place.move.ahh...better...

When I did move to my new place. I did expect some fetahers to be ruffled but I didn't expect that it will be this bad.

The biatch went on and tell the other homies that she hated me for leaving and that I am selfish. WTF?! Hey, SHE got a problem with me come talk it out with me la. If there's anything that I hate, it's cowards. Berani cakap tapi tak berani face the problem.

And after it's-bashing-chris-time, SHE suddenly woke her homies one morning and told 'em,

"Move out today, Tauke suruh"

But when they went to see the Tauke, the Tauke was also surprised to hear that they want to move. WTF??!! She asked for the deposits. Tauke was angry cause 2-months notice is needed before they can leave.She didn't care.She didn't give a damn where the others are gonna stay as long as she got her fat-arse covered.

SHE didn't even have the decency to tell the news to me and other homies. We were informed that we (ex-tenants) are to pay the rent for January. F**k U Biatch!!!

Well, Biatch, at least when I moved I didn't force people to be homeless. at least I am not full of deceit as you are. Despite what you may say about me... I am still a better person than you. At least I am not a pretentious b**ch who looks like a lady but behave like a she-dog. Cause you know what, despite that mask you're hiding under, people will still see the rotten-ess inside you.

So here's to you BIATCH, get a life of your own and stop screwing others....That is if you ever got any good screws lately. And don't show up in front of me, you smell my scent, you smell fear, YOU run.... run BIATCH run...

Friday, January 07, 2005

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............

Am in a very grumpy mode since there's something seriously wrong with the network today... I can't check me emails and I have important stuffs to be checked a.s.a.p. Argh!!! But I can at least update my blog so that's kinda a bit of consolation. not enough apprently.

I asked the lab admin, she informed me that today the network memang crazy, server down, etc... due to some kinda worm... (nih kalau aku tauk le sapa "bowl swing" aka mangkuk hayun empunya angkara ni, aku gi cekiiikkk cekiiik dia... nyusahkan org je)

*sigh* better get my lunch or I'll end up turning into an 'ogress'... *Roar*