Friday, October 29, 2004

CHECHEN'S HERE!

Chechen's here. I'm sooooo happy... *grin*grin*

The first thing she ask me was,

"Why is it that you are not here when I came?"

After which she stuck to my side. Reluctantly parting for a moment to greet her sister, she quickly run to my side. FYI, she also haven't seen her sis for the same duration of time. My, my, we are really devoted to each other, eh.

She squealed with happiness over some clothes that I bought for her. She quickly nags to have me bathe her so that can wear the 'baju baru'. No, she don't want sis to bathe her, she wants yours truly. hehehe. after bath, she paraded her new outfit.

In the evening, we have a sing along session. The song, "Pulangkan" by Misha Omar. She's good. although half the time don't understand what she's saying, she can sing. Me singing? My,my... you just wouldn't believe some of the things that I'd do for Chechen.

So, I've had a long day. Apart from 'layan' Chechen, I went to Sarikei to apply for education loan. Hopefully approved so I wont have to worry about funding my education. Applying loan from Gvt can be a very ^toot^ed up process.

Also, will be gone for a week. Got work to do outstations. Take care and Don't do what I won't do. *grin*

Thursday, October 28, 2004

HOME - DAY 6

Nothing much today.

Watched some movies at home, read a bit, then meet a friend in town. Dad renewed my driving license, so today can drive around again... Hihihi...

Tomorrow eldest bro n family coming for the weekend. Real excited 'coz will be meeting my precious Chechen...

*excited*

That's why I am in a chippy, cheery mood and not the usual brooding self. The only person that never fail to make me smile is her, a 3-years old kid that's one pack of energy, wit, and innocence. She'd managed to stump me sometimes with her comments. All that honesty and innocence. She don't like my hairstyle, she'll say so. She don't like my clothes, she'll say she hate it. How i wish everyone will be as honest as she is, with a pinch of salt, of course.

I am a person who likes, no, values honesty very much. I've ended some friendships when i found that those 'friends' hid the truth from me. I hate being lied to. Not only it is dishonest, untruthful, it also insults my intelligence. Come on, in the end I'll still find out the truth, so might as well tell me the truth right now. I hate those people who are hypocrites. You got something you want to say, spit it out. What's the point of keeping it all in, sweet sugary smile on your face, only to tell it to another? I am a direct person, straightforward and open. That's why usually people mistake me for being rude, brash and unfriendly. Because I refuse to speak the untrue. If a person can't take the hard cold Truth, maybe i'll consent to a sweetened, softened version of truth. But never to completely lie to a person. If I can't speak what i have in mind, I'll just shut up. Zip.

Maybe that's what people should try. Shut up. Instead of gossiping and spreading lies.

So, somehow, this is true

You represent... anger.
You represent... anger.Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

HKK CRAZE


cast of HKK - Beautiful People


Railey and Richard looks yummy!!!

I know I am not supposed to admit this, but I am kinda hooked to the Filipino show on TV3 (4.30 - 5.30 pm, Mondays - Wednesdays). The same thing happened last time when PSY (Pangako Sa' Yo) was aired. At first I buat derk je, tapi pas tu alih2 boleh jadi minat pulak. Tapi biasanya tu dah tengah2 cerita baru aku naik minat. heheh...

The reasons i like watching HKK? Snooky is very beautiful, Richard & Railey are damn good-looking, everyone else is beautiful. So, 3-days a week, i'll indulge in escapism. To be transported into a place where everyone is beautiful despite being switched at birth-lied to-shot at-betrayed-become dirt poor-etc. Storyline-wise, macam biasa. For more, get it from here.

I hope I understand Tagalog so that I don't have to rely on the subtitle. They aren't always reliable you know.

And next week I'll miss a week's worth of HKK since I'll be travelling. *sigh*

p/s: anyone know where i can get the episode guide??

CRUEL WORLD

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!

WHY ME?????

WHY ON EARTH DID I HAVE TO SUDDENLY DEVELOP AN ALLERGY TOWARDS SEAFOOD???

WHEN SEAFOOD IS MY FAVOURITE...

AND WHY ON EARTH DID MOM HAVE TO COOK CHILLI CRAB????

WHY???

WHY???

***sulkily ate dinner------> fried chicken+veggie.... while everyone's enjoying chilli crab

I WANT CHILLI CRAB!!!

I WANT MY PRECIOUUUSSSS!!!!

p/s: If Mom cooks UDANG GALAH, that's it! I'm going back to campus!!! *merajuk*

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

HOME - DAY 4

My, my... I have such unproductive day so far. drop by for a while, post this lil' something and then i'll continue my reading.

What I am reading currently:

  1. Why You Act the Way You Do? - Tim La Haye
  2. Free to Love, Free to Pray - Max Ovilla
  3. Rereading some books as well

What I am doing Now: Doing mindless quizzes that are not necessarily accurate but just for the sake of doing it.

What I get:

You represent... anger.
You represent... anger.Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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xcn
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freindship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life
What season are you? (pics)
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Robin
You are most like Robin! A leader and fearless by
nature, you tend to dive straight into
something without thinking. You have a hard
time trusting your friends sometimes and you
are extremely serious when you have to. You
don't like being compared to someone you are a
rival with and sometimes your temper gets the
best of you. Out of all of your friends you
might be the one who dreams to be leader or is
the leader. Whatever the reason sometimes you
need to look before you leap.

Which Teen Titans Character Are You?
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Monday, October 25, 2004

My PETS

Since I was writing about my pet cat, think I'll continue with listing my Pets. These pets are not exclusively MINE but SHARED between me, dad and niece. except for the tortoises (read previous post).

  1. 3 Cats [Adop, Ngiiiik & Ciku (aka psiko cat)]
  2. 1 dog [Tommi]
  3. 1 porcupine/hedgehog [Betty]
  4. 9 tortoises [remain unnamed]
  5. 3 fishes
  6. 1 hamster [Taro]

We used to have an arowana but thanks to Bro. No. 2, the Arowana died.

Think that's a lot?

the CAT

Jun & Carneyz... read here for the psycho cats antics.

Latest update about the encounter between said cat and dad... Dad left calf got 4 (read FOUR!!) scars from the bite. Ouch!! No surprise for me, dad is still fond of the cat.

Luckily Dad is fond of animals (which is a trait that i inherited).

If mum, the cat is signing its own death warrant. Mum is definitely NOT fond of animals. except for tortoises. Don't laugh! We got nine tortoises at home. Why mum like tortoises, hmm... i don't quite know. low-maintenance kot.

SATURDAY MORNING ADVENTURE

When I wake up on saturday morning, dad took the cat from the cage and put it in my room. The cat is easily agigated by unfamiliar sorroundings and started swishing tail faster with increasing speed and loud MEOWS. feeling anxious, i just sat on my bed in fear and try not to make sudden moves.

"Easy cat... Good cat... Good kitty"

Suddenly the cat jumped on the bed and started to attack my leg and the pillow. I screamed for Dad. Cat jumped down from bed. Dad took cat away.

Luckily I was wearing my long Pajamas and the cat bit the fabric. No casualties, except for a traumatizing experience.

Well, that's my cat. A handsome, beautiful black-and-white cat with thick fur. albeit kinda loony.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

ERADICATING PESTS

Pssstttttttttt......

Shhhhhhhhh.....

$h!T!!

bUttH3aD called this morning at 2 am. a few times. For what tf I don't know. Didn't pick up the friggin' phone. not nice. definitely not in nicey2 mood. I was friggin' trying to sleep. Changed the phone into 'silent' and continue to sleep.

Gawd! Can't they read the sign already?! I'm F-tired of the 2 of them . Enough already!

**(For the clueless - b3aVi$ and bUtth3aD are two (MCP - Male Chauvinistic P!gs) pests who by some freak of nature or whatever changes in the atmospheric condition, decided to make my life a living torture by relentlessly seeking my company. b3aVi$ thots that he's God's gift to women and women are supposed to fall at his feet *yerch!* - Really man, haven't you heard bout this invention called the MIRROR? (credits (again) to Mitch for this remark. How true). bUtth3aD thinks that he's a hero for broken hearts. Nah, go search elsewhere Jose! You'll get lucky, somehow)

What do they think I am? I hate jerks (or jerk-ettes) who got HUGE egoes and sooooo VAIN and with head full of AIR and lingers in their delusion that they are desirable. Somebody's gotta be cruel and slap them. not me. I'm too nice and I'm too nasty.

So I'm writing this for the Double Bs,

Sorry guys.
It's not working out.
I'm just TOLERATING you.
TOLERATING you doesn't mean that I LIKE you.
and I DON'T LIKE you.
go figure.
best of luck in getting a score (somewhere else)

Am I cruel?

nasty?

o_O

No, that's me being NICE.

really

WHAT I DID DURING MY 'SABBATICAL'?

You might want to ask.

Or you don't even care.

But I'm gonna tell you anyway.

Eat - Sleep - Read - Play PC games - Watch mindless reruns of TV shows & VCDs - Think about assignments - Play games some more - Go for cave trip - IMCS gathering - Think about Assignments - Panic b'coz of Assignments - Finally do Assignments - Still doing Assignments - Exams - Hand in Assignments

And yeah, don't forget, Add 'Lepak with Friends' every now and then.

Now you gotta understand why I am a slacker extraordinaire. I earned it. I'm just wondering how I've got THIS far academically with THAT attitude. Oh yeah, I am a SLACKER EXTRAORDINAIRE who's also an occassional WORKAHOLIC. Talk about contradicting stuffs.

Complicated? That's ME

Saturday, October 23, 2004

HOME SWEET HOME... Part One

Am still paying all the accumulated sleep debts that i had.

Felt that i'm kinda lost touch with this blogging thingy after more than 3 weeks of sabbatical leave from blogging. Need to re-connect the wires n restore the blogging.exe in my mind. Tough exams and short papers to write kinda do that to your brain. short circuit a few here and there.

am i making sense?

am i?

am i? o_O

I'll get better soon. I hope.

Am wondering when am i going to Sibu to meet God-bro... Hmmm.... Probably have lunch with him and then go jalan2.

Oh ya, update... Bintangor now officially got its first traffic light... hahah... thought i'd never get to see one here.

Next week, start my work.

Goodnite.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

I'M BACK!!!

Hi everyone!!!

Hehe. Am officially back from my 'pertapaan'. Hehe. Had my last exam last night. phew! Actually been busy for the last few weeks with my assignments, projects and whatnot.

Went on a trip to Fairy & Wind cave. Nice!!!

Went to a gathering with a rep from IMCS. Good fun!

Supposed to return home today but due to very unforeseen reasons, have go back tomorrow. Huhuhu!!!

Having my semester break. Will be travelling to Kanowit & Song as well for some work.

That's my short update. will write more when i'm back in bintangor.

TTFN.

Friday, October 08, 2004

UPDATE

Hallo...

Life's busy...

Beavis & Butth3ad's * back. Sht. Have to start with my invisible spells again.
Take care...

Goodbye...

* Credits to Mitch for coming up with this name to call this 2 people. Hahah... Very apt name for them.

I'm gone