Thursday, September 09, 2004

WHAT I PROMISED

Well, I promised to update about my trip since Monday. But been busy (read: malas) I spent yesterday at home. =). This post is a very, very simplified version of what happened during the trip. I'll tell you more when I feel like telling more, okay?

Actually the trip was really fun. I honestly think I will definitely be going to Mt. Singai again. With its beautiful scenery full of tranqulity, I felt so peaceful there. Rasa macam tak nak balik je.

This trip really helped me in overcoming all the problems that I've faced recently and put my life into focus again. There's that problem with a failed relationship, this problem with my education fees, with si anu and that polan, and the list went on. This trip has taught me to let go of all this problem, to put my faith in THE BIG MAN up above. Not an easy feat for a chronic worrier, I tell you.

In one of the sessions that we called "Malam Perdamaian", I made peace with all the skeletons in my closet (Man, I sure do have a lot of skeletons stored in there). I made peace with the person who broke my heart. I made peace with people who've hurt me; families, friends. I've even made peace with the other party involved in breaking my heart. Thanks to my dear, dear friend/'brother' ChrisL for lending me your shoulders to cry on during these sessions. You're a gem, dude.

And then the night was continued by a concert. I performed as one of the lead singers (mesti tak percaya nih) for my campus' performance. I actually helped in writing the two songs that we performed that night. Heehee. It was fun to see the other participants enjoying our performance.

During the AGM held the next morning. I was elected as the Vice-President of GPK (Gabungan Pelajar Kristian). Quite a task for me. And not to mention being even more busy than I already am. To my friends; this means even more limited time to spend with all of you but somehow, we'll make up for it, yah?

Well, with new responsibilities mean more expectations placed on me. I just hope and try my best to strike a balance and not having to sacrifice anything. Just trying to do my best in serving the BIG MAN up above.

So there you go... An update on my trip. Kinda mental block at the moment. Will add anything when I feel like it.

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