After 5 years, migraine decided to pay a visit.

I tarik balik what I said yesterday about sleeping at the unthinkable hour of 9pm. it's not as bad as waking up at 1 am with the feeling that someone is lovingly chipping my skull with a spike. pain? it is by far much much worse than pain that i couldn't find the exact description for it yet.


everything's blur, disoriented and it hurts as hell [credits to Low E for image]

imagine feeling as if your right eye is being squeezed out of its socket and the throbbing pain, whoa, let's not go there. every movement brings me to greater heights of agony. swallowed painkillers to bring relief but the minutes seems to crawl by ever so slowly. i cried. yes, i did. though crying doesn't really help but to release the frustrations of being helpless. i prayed. i hit my fist against my head. trying anything, anything that might ease the pain.

finally i slept. not the deep, restful sleep that i craved... but at least it provides brief respite from the agony.

went in late for work today. slept until 9 am when there's only minimal throbbings in my head.

i think my brain's fried by that horrible episode of migraine.