Wednesday, April 14, 2004

TUMMY SONG

My tummy is grumbling as I am typing this entry. Screaming for food. Had to fast since last midnight for my blood sugar test. Sabarlah perut ku sayang...

The blood sugar test was funny of some sorts. I've always had phobia where it involves getting poked with needle (Especially when it involves blood or medication) Hehehe... I haven't outgrown this eternal fear at the sight of a syringe/what-ever-the-Doc-use-to-poke-us. So back to the scene in the clinic.
The nurse was preparing to prick my finger to get a drop of blood. Cold sweat start to trickle down my forehead.

I keep on asking the nurse, "Tak sakit ke? (Will it hurt?)"
"Tak... Sikit je (No, just a weeny bit)"
"Betul ke? Macam mana tak sakit nya tu? (Really? How not painful is that?)"
I think I'm starting to get on her nerve lah by now... Hihihi
"Tak sakit lah. You ni nampak je brutal yek, tapi takut jarum. (Not painful. You look like very brutal but scared of needles)"

(Yes people that's me. I am afraid of needles. Heheheh)

Finally, terpaksa lah tahan. But then, there's no pain pun. Cheh, buat penat aku je nak takut. Aiya...

"Eh, tak sakit pun. (Eh, there's no pain at all)" Surprise, surprise.
The nurse just geleng kepala and smiled. "Kan dah cakap (I've told you already"
Probably dalam hati she's puzzled and gelak-gelak kat aku. Hehehehe....

Then, the result... Normal sugar level at 4.7. Phew, this means that I am normal. Yeyeah...

Ok, gotta go. Satisfy my perut. Catch y'all later...

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

DOCTORS AND LEGS

The past few weeks or months, I've been suffering from partial loss of sensation in my left foot. Been seeing the doctor and taking medication but with little improvement. Actually was supposed to meet the doctor again a few weeks back but just couldn't find the time to go see the doctor (and the clinic is just next to my faculty!)

Finally after much pressure and proddings (not to mention threats) from my friends, I decided to see the doctor again. This time, the Doctor will put me under another round of continuous medication and a blood test tomorrow to check my sugar level to rule out diabetes. *sigh*

Tonight will have to fast and go to the clinic again at 9 am. Many thanks to the good Dr. Norrihan from UNIMAS clinic for giving me a detailed explanation of my condition. Thanks, Doc!
RESULTS ARE OUT!!!

My 1st Semester result is out today.

Hmmm... Both relieved and a weeny bit disappointed. I was relieved as the subject that i thought i would do badly (or worse even, have to re-sit), I actually got a B for it. Another subject which i was expecting an A- (at least) I got B+ for it. Well, you win some, you lose some.

Overall, didn't do badly in last semester, at least my CGPA is still 3.4+. Hope this semester I will do much waaayy better. =) Nak rasa dapat 4 flat lah pulak eh.

Wish me all the best people! =)

Monday, April 12, 2004

SOS

Wargh! Really bankrap already. Not in much mood. Have to SOS my dad or else I'll starve to death. This is what I hate about being a student. No Money!!! Waiting for a friend to pay me some but still not yet. =(

My dad is gonna blak...blak...blak... bout this. *sigh*

The weekend spent some time at my friend's house near UiTM. Brought 3 of my friends along and had good time there. Barb, Thanks for inviting us. Gegen & Dedek, sayang both of u!!!!

To my dear Gegen & Dedek, jangan nakal2 k. =)

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Another Free Week! and Surprises!!

Another free week. Both my classes are cancelled this week so I'm so free. I think I'm gonna be soooo bored. Have to read the books but knowing myself, I'll start reading it at the eleventh hour-lah. Heheh. Slacker extraordinaire mar.
So, I really, desperately need to find a job. Otherwise I'll be so damn bored.

A friend called. Maybe will be teaching temporarily at her school replacing someone on maternity leave. Heheheh.

Last Sunday was so embarassing. Went to church for the Palm Sunday Mass (to celebrate Jesus' entry to Jerusalem before His death). Thought the Mass would start at 10 am but when we arrived there, the Mass was over. Apparently, they held only one service during Holy Days. Argh!!! Malu. (made a mental note to myself that day: Never miss Mass ever again).

What's the surprise? My good, close buddy, Ina, is getting married!!! Waaagh!!! I almost kena heart attack when i read her mail. Angin tak dak, ribut tak dak, tiba2 announce to me that she's getting married in June. Some more ask me be the bridesmaid. Wargh!!! So, Ina, u better tell me the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Heheheh... U got me girl!!!

To the future Bride, may your journey in discovering the path to marital bliss be blessed with love and joy. May your love withstand the trials and tribulations and be stronger with each passing day. *mwah*

Friday, April 02, 2004

Of Movies and Music

The past few days was rather laid back as my class hasn’t started yet. So, what's a slacker extraordinaire to do? What else but to watch some VCDs and laze around. Heheh… Watched ‘School of Rock’. This movie sure rocks. Really enjoyed it. =) The girls’ vocals in this movie is amazing (if they’re really singing in this movie lah). Jack Black is funny in his intense way in this movie. This movie reminds me how much I missed watching jamming sessions. *sigh* Last time my uni used to held jamming sessions every Wednesday but for whatever reasons they’ve cancelled it. I really missed those days when I ‘lepak’ with my friends and listen to the music.

Also watched '50 first dates'. This movie is a hilarious one. A wonderful romantic comedy that sure tickles ur heart into 'Awww... so sweet...'. Hehehe. Don't wanna spoil u the surprise, go and watch it yourself kay... =)

Been listening to my CDs lately. Mostly Sheryl Crow. I simply love her music. ‘My Favorite Mistake’ has always been my favorite song (let’s see… Since 1998, if I’m not wrong). Here's the lyric for the song.

MY FAVORITE MISTAKE

I woke up and called this morning
The tone of your voice was a warning
That you don't care for me anymore

I made up the bed we sleep in
I looked at the clock when you creep in
It's 6 a.m. and I'm alone

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I was just beginning
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake

Well, your friends are sorry for me
They watch you pretend to adore me
But I'm no fool to this game

Now here comes your secret lover
She'd be unlike any other
Until your guilt goes up in flames

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I've gotten used to spending
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake

Well maybe nothin' lasts forever
Even when you stay together
I don't need forever after
It's your laughter won't let me go
So I'm holding on this way

Did you know, could you tell
You were the only one
That I ever loved
Now everything's so wrong

Did you see me walking by?
Did it ever make you cry?

You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake

Hmm… Somehow, I felt that I can identify myself in that song. Met someone that i thought is perfect for me, ignoring all the signs that it's going nowhere, sacrificing until i finally realized that maybe I'll be better off and happier without the relationship. Listened to this song when my relationship was going through a rough and rocky phase. Even though the relationship has ended, I know that this mistake is my favorite one. To you-know-who-u-are, thanks for the two years we've spent together. We've had good memories together. We'll remain as friends always.